Listening to: Young and Beautiful- Lana Del Ray
Sooo... anime north just passed. And it was good and all... but it wasn't great.
Here is the recap.
Thursday: I had to go a day early because of reasons so I stayed with some friends for the night. There was some room drama that happened which really wasn't a big deal but people made it a big deal so its like " Well... there goes that night" SO that was thursday =/
Friday: I seem to always have bad luck when it comes to cosplaying characters on a friday for AN. So because of time management and doing nomi i had to cancel plans with a friend of mine ( which we were doing rozen maiden). Really the only upside to this was the fact that i made enough money from nomi and i got rid of like more then half the anime swag that i have been holding onto. #weeabooswag
Saturday: I got to dress up as female kamina. Which was not totally a bad thing. I got to be badass and all, but it still felt really blah to me. I was more excited for this cosplay before hand then i did after the fact. Also by the end of the day i was really sore and tired and i just wanted to call it a day.
Sunday: Was a stressful morning -A-... I got to do some photos with some awesome people but that ended early because people wanted to go home and they were my ride aswell..... So there was that day.
I wish i could fill in more on what happened.... but there wasn't really anything EXCITING that really happened. I was more excited for Anime North before it actually happened =/ idk.... is that weird or am i just growing out of it. Maybe i am growing up too quick i don't know....
To be honest i feel like i will be really.... like really.... cutting back cons for next year. The past few cons have really done nothing for me... im not excited for them anymore and i have been to so many that they just feel all the same for me. Cosplay plans either don't go as planned or end up getting changed or moved and it just disappoints me because i plan these events way in advance and sometimes things don't end up happening.
I honestly feel like i want to invest more in american con's or cons solely based on cosplay and costuming ( Because costume con was the one con that i had the most fun at in like a year..... )
Also i feel like i will only do one masquerade each year because hell they take up alot of time @_@ like i love competing in masquerades and it's nice winning awards for all the hard work i have done to make them, but they honestly take up so much of my day. By the end of it i just feel gross, hungry and in pain, and it makes me feel uncomfortable.
So in short, i think i will bump my Sakizou March Hare cosplay to next year instead of this year.... because yeah -A-....
So when it comes to cons this year, the last ones i will be doing is Atomic Lollipop and Otakuthon ( Maybe Con Bravo if i can volunteer there this year)
/End of Rant.
Sorry for this depressing journal... maybe these are feelings that i am just having now and they will fade in like a week or so.... but i feel like i have some things i need to short through before i can start making plans for the new year... because like "Fuck".....
Also, im sorry for being nonactive ):
Im just waiting to get my cosplay photos back from photographers. So once i get them, i will be posting new cosplay photos (: